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Name: Dragunov
Location: Los Angeles, California, United States
Birthday: 6/3/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Halo 3, yes Halo consumed a good portion of my life. Yet since my Xbox overheated and i have to repair it, i've slowly adapted again to life without halo. For the most part music. i love my black metal, but i had to face the fact that some bands are too comical to take serious (i.e. immortal, hecate enthroned). Nonetheless i love my black metal. recently ive been drifting some into Techno/rave/Ravecore or sumfink like dat. Computers, yes, i plan to get my bachelors in computer science, and my masters in Software engineering. Guitar, i bought a guitar about 2 years ago but pretty much after 1 year i started playing halo. i know some songs though. Drawing, i love art. Human kind, ah yes, humans....humanity is overrated :p
Expertise: as of the moment my only expertise would be sleeping and halo woot! i hope i become a genius at comps though.
Occupation: Student/Artist/Ambivolent Huma
Industry: >> << >> << >> << yo mama
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  kaldfarnord@aol.com
MSN: khaospaladin@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  kaldfarnord@yahoo.com
MSN: kald_farnord@yahoo.com
MSN: allalone3@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/27/2006
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| just bought myself a laptop =] alright! cuz i really needed one. it was a drag having to email myself all my work all th time. now i just carry it with me =] and it'll helpl me keep organized. no more havin to waste paper, or ink =] anyways, yeah. wats up ppl?
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| been kickin it with leo, my java programs have become more complex. here's the latest two
public class TimeOfDay
{
private int hour = 0;
private int min = 0;
public TimeOfDay(int hourInput,int minInput)
{
this.hour = hourInput;
this.min = minInput;
if(this.min > 59)
{
while(min > 59)
{
this.hour++;
this.min = this.min - 60;
}
}
}
public String toString()
{
if(min < 10)
{
if(hour < 10)
return "Regular time is 0" + hour + ":0" + min + "\nMilitary time is 0" + hour + ":0" + min;
else if(hour > 9 & hour <= 12)
return "Regular time is " + hour + ":0" + min + "\nMilitary time is " + hour + ":0" + min;
else if(hour > 12 & hour < 24)
return "Regular time is " + (hour%12) + ":0" + min + "\nMilitary Time is " + hour + ":0" + min;
else if(hour%24 == 0)
return "Regular time is 12:0" + min + "\nMilitary time is 24:0" + min;
else //if(hour > 24)
return "Regular time is " + (hour%12) + ":0" + min + "\nMilitary time is " + (hour%24) + ":0" + min;
}
else
{
if(hour < 10)
return "Regular time is 0" + hour + ":" + min + "\nMilitary time is 0" + hour + ":" + min;
else if(hour > 9 & hour <= 12)
return "Regular time is " + hour + ":" + min + "\nMilitary time is " + hour + ":" + min;
else if(hour > 12 & hour < 24)
return "Regular time is " + (hour%12) + ":" + min + "\nMilitary Time is " + hour + ":" + min;
else if(hour%24 == 0)
return "Regular time is 12:" + min + "\n Military time is 24:" + min;
else //if(hour > 24)
return "Regular time is " + (hour%12) + ":" + min + "\nMilitary time is " + (hour%24) + ":" + min;
}
}
public void addMinute()
{
if(this.min < 59)
this.min += 1;
else
{
this.hour += 1;
this.min = this.min - 59;
}
}
public void setHour(int hour)
{
this.hour = hour;
}
public void setMinutes(int min)
{
this.min = min;
}
public int getHour()
{
return hour;
}
public int getMinutes()
{
return min;
}
public boolean compareTo(TimeOfDay time)
{
int timeHour = time.getHour();
int timeMinutes = time.getMinutes();
if(this.hour >= timeHour & this.min > timeMinutes)
return true;
else
return false;
}
}
and the other one
public class Calendar
{
private int date, month, year;
private int lastDigitsOfYear, century, zellersRule, track, day;
private String[] daysOfWeek = {"Tuesday", "Wednesday", "Thursday", "Friday", "Saturday", "Sunday", "Monday"};
private int[] lastDayOfMonth = {31, 28, 31, 30, 31, 30, 31, 31, 30, 31, 30, 31};
public Calendar(int monthInput, int dateInput, int yearInput)
{
this.date = dateInput;
this.month = monthInput;
this.year = yearInput;
if(year % 4 == 0 & year % 100 !=0)
lastDayOfMonth[1] = 29;
}
public void addDay()
{
date += 1;
if(date > lastDayOfMonth[month - 1])
{
date = 1;
month += 1;
}
if(month > 12)
{
month = 1;
year += 1;
}
}
public void setDate(int date)
{
this.date = date;
}
public void setMonth(int month)
{
this.month = month;
}
public void setYear(int year)
{
this.year = year;
}
public int getDate()
{
return date;
}
public int getMonth()
{
return month;
}
public int getYear()
{
return year;
}
//an attempt at the day using Zeller's Rule
public String getDay()
{
{
lastDigitsOfYear = this.year % 100;
century = this.year / 100;
zellersRule = this.date + ((13*this.month-1)/5) + lastDigitsOfYear + (lastDigitsOfYear/4) + (century/4) - 2*century;
day = zellersRule % 7;
if(day < 0)
{
track = Math.abs(day) % 7;
track++;
day = ((7*track) + day) % 7;
}
}
return daysOfWeek[day];
}
public String toString()
{
return "The date is " + month + "/" + date + "/" + year + " and it is a " + getDay();
}
}
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| so it happened. it was bound to happen. jennifer n me are no more. far too many issues, her parents didnt like me for shit cuz my ex told them i didnt like kids. n considering she unfortunately had a child hey parents thought i wasnt suited for her and for the past month have made her life a living hell. but its all gone now. my emotions to her slowly harden, how wet mix hardens to hot concrete, with no real soft (in this case my emotions) left in it. already got a booty call (LOL!) but na, i dont think sex is the remedy right now. i just want to move on.
sadly shes already trying to introduce me to another girl. right now she's txting me that she feels horrible for losing me. but, as stated before, there were far too many complications. the only thing that kinda hurt me most was when she said that sometimes she just thought i wanted the sex. now sex is easy to find, i felt heartbroken when she said this cuz if it was just sex i wouldve left her a long time ago.
i loved her, i gave her my real emotions, the longest relationship ive ever been in. and on today, april 9th after 8 months of being together it came to an end.
i just hope she can move on, i know she can do better than me. maybe someone she can actually move in with. someone to provide support for her beautiful baby and someone that had the time to be with her and give her full support unlike myself. i guess its my fault she was led to believe i just wanted sex, cuz i would always bug her with it. but i did it in a playful manner.
but i guess there was no point in fighting a losing battle. she just wasnt meant for me right now. i asked her if she would come back with me but she didnt give me a straight answer, just a "we'll see wat happens"...
as i pick up the pieces i find some sense of relief, relief knowing that im not causing her trouble no more. and her happiness is ultimately wat ive wanted. so that's it for right now, got stuff to do now.
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| so yesterday i went and blew off another $200 on my bro's skateboard. it was worth it though, got an enjoi with the panda on the back trucks rocking the rasta colors. i messed up on the wheel colors though, shouldve gotten green or red. right now im skating on a brand new element by bam margera, with independent trucks FTW! woot!
nessa sorry to hear ur going through so much trouble =[ i know i aint around much but if theres anything u wanna talk bout u can IM me or call me, ya gots me numba =]
aight peace mis pollitos
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| things get so out of place sometimes with the one person you wish the best to. and the saddest part for me to accept is that its i who is causing the problems. joseph wanted to go out with the one girl he likes and i said sure why not as long as you let me drive over 80 on a busy 405 then ill go. but my girfriend comes out of work at 4:30 and well, lets just say she has priorities. so i kinda took it upon myself to act like an idiot in front of her. on thursday night after work i went to our special spot and just kinda sobbed over the fact that the illusions i had of a girlfriend were totally shattered considering our condition. conditions that im too afraid to speak of so publicly due to the unforgiving judgement that most of the people who are not fond of the situation im in would almost indefinitely exert upon me and then i would be left with no other choice but to either laugh at it or take it to heart and in a sense brainwashing myself into thinking that they are correct becuase for the most part if most of society states something to be a certain way it or at least it SHOULD be a certain way then there is no sense in saying that they are wrong right? my that was the longest sentence i have ever written that makes almost no sense. but as always, i come to reason with myself and as the conformist that i am i see that there would be no other possible way. she has a priority before me and no matter what, that priority is too much for me to overcome. those of you who figured out what her priority is by now would understand that state of flux im in.
as always turning to music to make me feel better. theres a song i love called ion square. the lyrics resemble pretty much what i feel for jennifer. so illt ake my time to post them now
Ion square, perspex swings
I breathe out, you breathe in
Permanent midnight
Our love, our love
How we've come to depend
On each other to the end
The space between us has disappeared
You finish my, you finish my words for me
I remember how it began
So many great days in a row
Barefoot on Bishopsgate
Trying to find Blake's grave
If we could stay like this in a silver foil
Trapped in amber for a life
Permanent midnight
Our love, our love
I carry your heart here with me
I carry it in my heart
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
Who said unbroken happiness
Is a bore, is a bore?
Who said it, my love? I don't mind it
Anymore, anymore
And I reach out a hand over your side of the bed
Pull that blanket over your shoulders exposed to the night
And the hunger of those early years will never return
But I don't mind, I don't mind
'Cause I love my mind when I'm fucking you
Slowed down to a crawl
Years of crime and the bread line
Have not at all dimmed your shine
So let's stay in, let the sofa be our car
Let's stay in, let the TV be our stars
I found my dancing shoes but they don't fit
All the bright lights do is bore me
They bore me
I carry your heart here with me
I carry it in my heart
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
this is so far the song ive played the most, playlist count currently 237 on my zune and god knows how many on my media player.
the lyrics are pretty much self explanatory to those with half a brain.
anyways, im taking philosophy formal logic because it is a requirement for my field and i can pretty much say i now have found something that i can preffer history over. the lecture is an hour and fifteen minutes long. last lecture was spent on the sentece : Julio has nice friends. Ani is a friend of Julio therefore any is nice. if the sentence sounds boring already then you can imagine an hour and fifteen minutes of it. thankfully jennifer was txting with me the whole time. so yeah, that was my update. comment nessa plzzzzzzzzz!
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